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thoughts are jumbled and don't have much order but this is how my mind works the thoughts s going back and forth one thing to the next: maybe I can sort it out


its hard to explain how i got to this point,and feel the way I do. I wish I could find the words so that maybe I could get them to see it from my point of view.or i wish i could see the world from theirs.
BOYFRIEND THOUGHTS
I know in my heart that what I have with him has potential, but he and i both want different things have different priorities and dreams. We are both too stubborn to compromise. He lets me give up on things too easily, and at the same time forces me to do things for myself.

he doesn't think i could live on my own in apartment alone if sometime happens and he goes to jail.But i am especially because home is all i want, i would do anything to have it and to keep it.

in general I refuse to try because i don't want to fail or be rejected. I don't venture out of this room because I fear being judged or asked to many questions. his family is very judgmental and kind stuck up . i

Before we were here we were living out of the car and get motels when we could. i should be happy and grateful. but im not this isn't home nor family. its just a roof over my head full of people who i cant be honest with. he is getting sick of me. he is gonna leave me too , but now he i all all i have . the child hood home is sold and dads new house is bought. my illusion of going home if things got bad is shattered. just another reminder that i have no home, and i have no where i belong


I just want to belong.

he i all all i have . the child hood home is sold and dads new house is bought. my illusion of going home if things got bad is shattered. just another reminder that i have no home, and i have no where i belong

-He is the best thing I have, he is so frustrating sometimes then he does the cutest little things that make me smile. he remembers the little things i say no one ever has done that. i love buffalo sauce, he finds buffalo chicken soup. kinda awesome.

I leave this first post with a few things of art. And please visit my site. Its kinda shit right now but its something atleast.


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thoughts are jumbled and don't have much order but this is how my mind works the thoughts s going back and forth one thing to the next: maybe I can sort it out


its hard to explain how i got to this point,and feel the way I do. I wish I could find the words so that maybe I could get them to see it from my point of view.or i wish i could see the world from theirs.
BOYFRIEND THOUGHTS
I know in my heart that what I have with him has potential, but he and i both want different things have different priorities and dreams. We are both too stubborn to compromise. He lets me give up on things too easily, and at the same time forces me to do things for myself.

he doesn't think i could live on my own in apartment alone if sometime happens and he goes to jail.But i am especially because home is all i want, i would do anything to have it and to keep it.

in general I refuse to try because i don't want to fail or be rejected. I don't venture out of this room because I fear being judged or asked to many questions. his family is very judgmental and kind stuck up . i

Before we were here we were living out of the car and get motels when we could. i should be happy and grateful. but im not this isn't home nor family. its just a roof over my head full of people who i cant be honest with. he is getting sick of me. he is gonna leave me too , but now he i all all i have . the child hood home is sold and dads new house is bought. my illusion of going home if things got bad is shattered. just another reminder that i have no home, and i have no where i belong


I just want to belong.

he i all all i have . the child hood home is sold and dads new house is bought. my illusion of going home if things got bad is shattered. just another reminder that i have no home, and i have no where i belong

-He is the best thing I have, he is so frustrating sometimes then he does the cutest little things that make me smile. he remembers the little things i say no one ever has done that. i love buffalo sauce, he finds buffalo chicken soup. kinda awesome.

I leave this first post with a few things of art. And please visit my site. Its kinda shit right now but its something atleast.


<img src="http://sinfulxvanitydesigns.portfoliobox.me/2015?image#7.jpg" alt='this one is called in the fog. sometimes, you don't see the whole picture until you are out of the fog.' />

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