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Created on 2015-03-10 02:44:08 (#2386351), last updated 2015-03-10 (132 weeks ago)

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Birthdate:Dec 12
Location:santa Ana, California, United States of America
i'm Kaitlin , kt, kate, my mom used to call me kk.( i miss her) I'm well ME, there was I time where I didn't know who that was, just a bunch of fake personas trying to fit in anywhere be accepted by anyone. I still search for that acceptance I just refuse to change who I am to get it. If you don't like it oh fucking well. This is a new thing to me being just me that is.
I am on a search to find my destiny i guess,to find happiness,to find the rest of myself, in the end i don't know what I really am looking for i want to find a home, a family, a place where I can be me without fear of judgement and being condemned. I see the beauty in everything and always expect the worst. strange I know trust me I have many quirks.
My life has been an easy one if you base it on situation and materials, born into middle class had a nanny and anything I could ever want. Emotionally is the exact opposite I have fought and lost to mental illness for as long as I can remember, i can't recall a time where I have been genuinely happy . There are moments of this but they are brief and short lived.
I struggle with addiction, social anxiety, fear of abandonment fear of rejection,with low self esteem and poor self perception. I feel guilty most of the time and can't stand silence or being alone. I am by definition homeless if it werent for my boyfriend I'd be back on the streets. I have become a recluse, a hermit.

I create digital art, which I hope I can make a profession out of so please share my work and comment and critque just don't be a dick and don't claim it as your own.

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alkaline trio, and comedies, atmoshere, camping, crime novels, drawing, eminem, eric church, evans blue, fishing, graphic designing, hed pe, hiking, luke bryan, not big on movies but i like dramas, people watching, plan b, rehab, spill canvas, steven king, stories about struggles, ya i likeall music with a melody and lyrics.
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